You'll never know...
You struggle in the darkness, alone. You want some light in.
The love- you wish it was the sunshine. You wish it could be the sunshine.
But, it's not, and it couldn't be.
You still feel the darkness, face the hours, alone, all alone.
The happiness, was just THAT moment. Happiness was just that moment which never lasted.
And life, is just the hours... and it's possible, to die.